Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Love After Love by Derek Walcott

The time will come
when, with elation
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror
and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

A Desert Tent by Mike Ferguson

Isaac
Blind
He waits for me in a desert tent
The wind with sand needles my face
I squint crows feet
I am the son
My mother wraps me in deception
My father waits in a desert tent
I smell the lie that is on me

He is old, like the womb that grew him
He is blind
He is my father
His name means laughter
I am still a clinging thing, without a wound

I carry the lie in a bowl
I feed it to my blind father
His name means laughter
The lie is heavy with spice
It is a strong lie
That my mother has prepared

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Hump Day Haiku #3

Basement cold and dark

Full of fragile memories

A real treasure hunt

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Cinderella's Diary by Ron Koertge

(featured in Writing the Life Poetic by Sage Cohen)

I miss my stepmother. What a thing to say
but it's true. The prince is so boring: four
hours to dress and then the cheering throngs.
Again. The page who holds the door is cute
enough to eat. Where is he once Mr. Charming
kisses my forehead goodnight?

Every morning I gaze out a casement window
at the hunters, dark men with blood on their
boots who joke and mount, their black trousers
straining, rough beards, callused hands, selfish,
abrupt...

Oh dear diary -- I am lost in ever after:
Those insufferable birds, someone in every
room with a lute, the queen calling me to look
at another painting of her son, this time
holding the transparent slipper I wish
I'd never seen.

Hump Day Haiku #2

(from Wednesday, November 17th)

Crisp blue dawn we wake

Little ones cuddle for warmth

Coffee my hero

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Hump Day Haiku

Sun bleeds through foliage

Cut by window's glass, splendor

God is lonely.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

ATLAS' MARKER written by Rickie Lee Jones

Maybe you want another world
One where heaven doesn't weigh so much
Maybe you'll find another girl
One you can feel when you do not touch
Well, I've got something
Warm inside me,
It won't let you
fall 'til I see
Somewhere better than this place
Somewhere better than the world
where we live...

I'm an Aviator now.
Atlas, hold me in your arms,
I'll fly...
Over this tenement waterfall,
This wet buries all the tears
we've cried.
I dream of you
coming to me
Swimming in a water
Of many hearts I've known...
Somewhere better than this place,
Beneath new stars they're calling,
Somewhere better than this place

Oh!
Don't stay at home
with your mom' in the dark
Go find the Arc -
Show them the Atlas' Marker!
You walk into school
like you've got nothing to win,
They won't let you in -
without Atlas' Marker

Oh!
my sister's buried here so deep,
I hear her
digging in her sleep
Somewhere better than this place.
Sometimes she closes her eyes
And she's far away...
Somewhere better than
the world where we live
... free

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Words from a totem animal by W.S. Merwin

Words from a totem animal

Distance
is where we were
but empty of us and ahead of
me lying out in the rushes thinking
even the nights cannot come back to their hill
any time
————
I would rather the wind came from outside
from mountains anywhere
from the stars from other
worlds even as
cold as it is this
ghost of mine passing
through me
————
I know your silence
and the repetition
like that of a word in the ear of death
teaching
itself
itself
that is the sound of my running
the plea
plea that it makes
which you will never hear
oh god of beginnings
immortal
————
I might have been right
not who I am
but all right
among the walls among the reasons
not even waiting
not seen
but now I am out in my feet
and they on their way
the old trees jump up again and again
strangers
there are no names for the rivers
for the days for the nights
I am who I am
oh lord cold as the thoughts of birds
and everyone can see me
————
Caught again and held again
again I am not a blessing
they bring me
names
that would fit anything
they bring them to me
they bring me hopes
all day I turn
making ropes
helping
————
My eyes are waiting for me
in the dusk
they are still closed
they have been waiting a long time
and I am feeling my way toward them
————
I am going up stream
taking to the water from time to time
my marks dry off the stones before morning
the dark surface
strokes the night
above its way
There are no stars
there is no grief
I will never arrive
I stumble when I remember how it was
with one foot
one foot still in a name
————
I can turn myself toward the other joys and their lights
but not find them
I can put my words into the mouths
of spirits
bt they will not say them
I can run all night and win
and win
————
Dead leaves crushed grasses fallen limbs
the world is full of prayers
arrived at from
afterwards
a voice full of breaking
heard from afterwards
through all
the length of the night
————
I am never all of me
unto myself
and sometimes I go slowly
knowing that a sound one sound
is following me from world
to world
and that I die each time
before it reaches me
————
When I stop I am alone
at night sometimes it is almost good
as though I were almost there
sometimes then I see there is
in a bush beside me the same question
why are you
on this way
I said I will ask the stars
why are you falling and they answered
which of us
————
I dreamed I had no nails
no hair
I had lost one of the senses
not sure which
the soles peeled from my feet and
drifted away
clouds
It’s all one
feet
stay mine
hold the world lightly
————
Stars even you
have been used
but not you
silence
blessing
calling me when I am lost
————
Maybe I will come
to where I am one
and find
I have been waiting there
as a new
year find ths song of the nuthatch
————
Send me out into another life
lord because this one is growing faint
I do not think it goes all the way

-W.S. Merwin

from Book of Hours: Love Poems to God

I live my life in widening circles
that reach out across the world.
I may not complete this last one
but I give myself to it.

I circle around God, around the primordial tower.
I've been circling for thousands of years
and I still don't know: am I a falcon,
a storm, or a great song?

--- Rainer Maria Rilke

Friday, October 8, 2010

My 80's Hair Progression: The high school years 1983--1986










*I like to call these the "awkward years".

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Dear Joel

Dear Joel Smith:

It has been well over a year since AT&T gave me your recycled cell phone number. I think it's time that you man-up, settle your scores and take care of business. I have pleaded with your lovers, both male and female, to believe that I am truly not your new girlfriend, hiding you from them. I have spoken to your bill collectors, asking them to remove my number from their records. I have even spoken to some of your family members, who accused me of stealing your phone.

I cannot help but wonder about what kind of cockamamie scheme you've gotten involved in, which has made you flee the country. I imagine some kind of delicious embezzlement, in which you have finally stuck it to the man and high-tailed it to Belize, where you are now the proud owner of a mansion and a yacht, and of course, changed your name to Elmer J. Fudd.

All this time, I have made such an effort to take your messages, gladly, dutifully. But considering my recent lack of energy, I must tell you to take this job and shove it. It's time for you to show your face. Take responsibility and let me off the hook. Seriously, give your friends your new number. Face your lovers and tell them you've moved on to bigger and better things. Pay your damn bills, or drop off! I'm sick of your shit, Joel!

Finally, call your bank. There has been some "very unusual activity on your credit card"... Oh, and tell your pervy friends to stop sending those pics (Penis plane? Really? Would you seriously laugh at that shit?).

Sincerely,
Jennifer

PS - I honestly hope you haven't been murdered, or kidnapped because that would really make me look like an ass...

Monday, March 15, 2010

Manson Family Barbies

Tainted Barbies

Barbie Head

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Cuppa Transparency

I first learned the term transparency in business practice in 1999, while working for the Specialty Coffee Association of America. A gentleman by the name David Griswold, President of Sustainable Harvest Specialty Coffee Importers, had created a business model within the industry called “Relationship Coffee”. This business model had many things in common with the supply chain management system used by Toyota for decades, which was built on relationships and building capacity among suppliers. While the traditional method of coffee importing was performed in an anonymous fashion, the Relationship Coffee model was built on the foundation of transparency of transactions between the farmer, the broker and the buyers. For many years people in the coffee industry had complained about the “fat brokers”, but when Mr. Griswold introduced the transparent business model, through an industry trade article, it caused quite a stir among the large players. Over the years Sustainable Harvest has continued to grow an equitable business around the framework of Relationship Coffee, including traceability, trade credit, quality control training and profit investments into the supply side in order to help growers build sustainable businesses in countries of origin. (2008. Sustainable Harvest).

In terms of volume, coffee is one of the five most traded commodities in the world and, except for Hawaii, is grown in third world countries around the globe. This means that businesses in consuming countries, like the United States, make varied profits on a product that poor and hungry people are laboring to harvest, process and bring to market. The farmers and laborers are not getting rich, however, and many are abandoning farms in order to find a livelihood in industries elsewhere. Unfortunately, some countries have no other options, but to continue to trudge forth in coffee because there are no other available opportunities. This gives businesses in consuming countries the upper hand in negotiation, meaning that the farmer is forced to take what is offered despite the intensive work needed for production, despite labor and maintenance costs and despite the value of the product itself.

In the years immediately following World War II, the United States had a substantial increase in demand for coffee and the supply chain was inadequate, causing coffee prices to rise. This in turn caused coffee growers to increase crops in order to fulfill future demands. Also, at that time, most American consumers cared little about quality, as was the emerging age of convenience. It was during this era that instant coffee became viable on the market, further increasing demand. Instant coffee is made from low quality, low maintenance-produced beans, which means less labor-intensity in production. The United States, in particular flourished in low-quality coffee. (Pendergrast, 1999, p. 241).

Even worse than bad tasting coffee, was the diminishing conditions of the coffee farms; natural shade trees and plants were cleared to make room for planting more coffee trees and new pesticides were used to prevent interruption of coffee growth. Eventually, the growers’ efforts to meet demand backfired in several ways: They had a gross over-supply of coffee which caused prices to fall, they were bringing low quality coffee to markets other than the United States, and they were on the verge of ruining the farms. This state of imbalance in the system within an industry already vulnerable to weather, wreaked havoc on those countries whose economies were dependent primarily on coffee exports; furthermore, the growers were suffering in the ups and downs of the price fluctuations – this would go on for approximately twenty years before governments of consuming countries and countries of origin would form an initiative in attempt to stabilize the market. The first official International Coffee Agreement in 1962 was negotiated in order to implement a quota system, which would help control the price of coffee, protecting especially from over-supply on the market. The Agreements also allowed opportunities for all coffee growing countries to participate in trading. This was a step in the right direction.

An important facet in the coffee price puzzle is the New York Board of Trade Coffee Exchange, the mysterious entity that puts a price on coffee futures. The Coffee Exchange was created after a disastrous market crash in the late 1800’s to ensure both buyers and sellers an agreed upon price to be paid on future coffee imports. It is a system of speculation that sets a foundation upon which contracts are made between producer and importer. They contract for a certain number of bags of coffee at a certain price to be delivered and paid for at a future date. The speculated market price gives them a basis on where to start; however, there are many things that can cause the rise and fall of price, as discussed previously. The main factor being weather, for instance, an importer and producer agree on a price, whether over, or under the market price. If there is a frost in Brazil and this drives the price of Brazilian coffee up, then the grower is bound to sell the agreed upon number of bags at the agreed upon price despite the current price. The scenario could be reversed as well; the price could drop considerably and the buyer would be bound to the agreed upon price. (2006. Coffee Research Institute). The problem with this system is that the people speculating on coffee futures are not coffee experts who are directly involved in the coffee industry, they do not travel to origin to inspect the farms, nor do they taste the coffee. Also, coffee quality varies from harvest to harvest, farm to farm, country to country and with processing methodologies. It is much like an interior designer directing a pancreatic surgery, it does not quite work; unfortunately, it is the system.

Many coffee buyers (usually roasters) do travel to countries of origin, in order to inspect farms and cup the coffee for purchase, then work with the importer to obtain the coffees selected. Pricing is traditionally negotiated privately between importer and producer, then privately again between importer and buyer. Many quality-driven roasters expect to pay a premium for specialty grade coffee; however this is the point where the deal usually goes hazy. Somehow, the premium does not trickle down to the grower, even though the buyer has paid well above the market price set by the New York Coffee Exchange. The roaster will still make a profit from the coffee; however the grower is left with nothing to show for the labor. The profit made by the importer is claimed to be high as the importer takes the greatest risks in coffee futures; however, there is no point in paying a premium for specialty grade coffee, if the grower does not reap the benefit. Also, the chances of maintaining a superior coffee are nearly impossible if growers cannot cover overhead, production and labor costs.

In recent years, many programs have been established within coffee growing countries in order to help migratory workers with health services, provide schools for children, and assistance to help growers in obtaining small business loans. There are also sustainability programs, which are designed to replenish coffee farms, land and soil. These include bird-friendly/ shade-grown coffees and organic certified coffees. The fair-trade certification program has been hugely successful in exposing the deep pockets of the importers and has certainly built a successful marketing campaign within several consuming countries, promoting awareness and sparking interest in social responsibility among coffee buyers large and small. Unfortunately, the Fair Trade movement in coffee fell short in execution, at least in the beginning. The movement brought the issues to light, but failed to present any long term solutions that were good for everyone involved; roasters wanted a mechanism in place to ensure quality in exchange for premium prices.

Transparency is a business practice which provides disclosure of information to all stakeholders. While there are challenges to transparency in business, it promotes a more proactive environment for stakeholders. In the case of Sustainable Harvest Coffee Importers, David Griswold built a successful business around transparency with buyers and growers and has furthermore developed long lasting relationships within both branches of business. When information between buyers, growers and importer was opened up, the focus became quality of coffee. This communication led to growing needs and costs of production and labor. It became obvious that if the buyers and importers wanted to continue to purchase a certain coffee, then those needs would have to be met. The importers and buyers became investors in the farms, not just financial investors, but they invested in educating the farmers and laborers in order for the growers to build sustainable, healthy businesses. The buyers, Green Mountain Coffee Roasters, the roasters of Newman’s Own coffee brand, along with Sustainable Harvest Coffee Importers, put together a team of trainers and began teaching the growers about the coffee that they grew and harvested. Sustainable Harvest called the program “Let’s Talk Coffee” and added it to his services as an importer. This guarantees Green Mountain high quality coffee at a price that is fair and they know where the money is going, so a paid premium over the Coffee Exchange market price is truly that and Green Mountain can rest assured that money is well spent.

Another coffee roaster, who works with Sustainable Harvest for import, made an interesting exchange for fine, specialty coffee; when the team from Dillanos Coffee Roasters was introduced to a coffee cooperative in Rio Azul, Guatemala, they fell in love with the coffee, and because they were dealing directly with the growers, they soon found out what the immediate needs of the workers are, healthcare costs. In return for high quality coffee, Dillanos was able to pay the growers directly and pay $10,000 in healthcare costs, which they consider a direct business investment. (Sustainable Harvest, 2008).

Some guidelines in achieving transparency in business for long term success come directly from the above examples of three successful companies within the coffee industry (more if you include the growers): First, make a commitment to integrity. Second, involve all stakeholders and encourage participation in the decision-making process. Third, be open about company performance and finances. Fourth, provide traceability for all transactions. Fifth, learn everything possible stakeholders positions in order to better understands common goals. Sixth, work for a common good with stakeholders.

According to David Lapin of Carlson School of Management “Employees who experience their company's purpose as making a valued contribution (with profits as the outcome) rather than merely generating shareholder wealth, commit to their work with greater passion. This leads to a partnership between employees and corporate leadership that boosts innovation and uplifts performance. Ethics play a vital role in the preservation of this priceless partnership, which can thrive only in an atmosphere of trust and integrity.” (Lapin, 2003). This can also be true for business owners, as well; meaningful work is a very important part of life and gives a business an added advantage for success.

Understanding common goals of stakeholders provides the opportunity to benefit everyone involved. Transparency in business, along with organic certifications and Fair Trade certification programs are imperative to sustainability in the coffee industry. Organic programs to take care of the farms, land and soil, Fair Trade programs to provide a realistic basis on which to start negotiation and transparency in practice to ensure that everyone involved is fairly compensated, creating long term, successful business relationships and high quality products for consumers. Also, there is an added benefit of marketing socially responsible products and practices. Even though this is sometimes frowned upon as an exploitive act, it actually provides the opportunity to raise awareness in consuming countries world-wide.

References:
Coffee Research Institute. (2006). Coffee Trade: New York Coffee Exchange: http://www.coffeeresearch.org/market/coffeemarket.htm
International Coffee Organization (2007). History – International Coffee Agreements: http://www.ico.org/history.asp
Lapin, D. (2003). More Imagination Ethics Conference. Strategic Business Ethics, Inc.: http://www.sbe.us/paper6.htm
Pendergrast, M. (1999). Uncommon grounds – The history of coffee and how it transformed our world.New York: Basic Books.
Sustainable Harvest (2008). Relationship Coffee Model: http://www.sustainableharvest.com/
(Also mentioned in this article were Dillanos Coffee Roasters: http://www.dillanos.com and Green Mountain Coffee Roasters: http://www.greenmountaincoffee.com )

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

American individualism and collectivism

Ask a capitalist to explain evolution and he will speak about survival of the fittest. Ask a socialist to explain evolution and he will talk about survival of the species [society]. While many people believe that there can only be one or the other, neither has ever been practiced in a pure form. It is the tension of the paradoxical mix of these two systems that pulls American culture through the most difficult times. The United States of America is often referred to as the great melting pot, that people migrate from all over the world and become a part of the whole and live in harmony. In all actuality, there is more to the story: The United States is indeed a place where people come to find the American dream, self-fulfillment, a piece of the pie, freedom and individuality.

"We are Borg. You will be assimilated. Resistance is futile." -Star Trek: The Next Generation episode "I, Borg"

Collective societies such as those found in parts of Asia are concerned with harmony, order and duty; however they are often segregated into groups with which they mainly interact, such as religion, ethnicity or kinship. The groups generally contribute to the common good, for the benefit of the group as a whole, though there are varying degrees of collectivism such as compensatory societies, which provide compensation to motivate members, and obligatory societies, which require contributions to the common good without compensation and are based on the economy of control. Obligatory groups are generally those societies run by centralized government agencies. Conformity to the group is the basic standard and freedom is a secondary issue.

“The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. To be your own man is hard business. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself.” – Rudyard Kipling


American culture is largely based on individualistic ideas which precede even American colonization, though during the time of colonization, the American free market was a blank slate in which new ideals could be created and pursued by people starving for a different way of life and for happiness. It was a perfect breeding ground for every-man for-himself-thinking, economically speaking, where people create their own destiny by competing against each other in the free market. At the same time, there was still a sense of community among the colonists, the tasks of creating government and building a country. There were town meetings, political movements and faith-based organizations to bring people together. The Declaration of Independence was signed by fifty-six representatives from thirteen states; men banding together to declare independence for the greater good of liberty. A term included in the Declaration of Independence, “all men are created equal” is a collective notion in itself, though in the context of the document it holds an alternate meaning as well, that we are equal and we all have the right to be free; therefore we will join together and create a new government to maintain our freedom to be individuals and to be liberated from oppression. The catch is that we, being equal and self-governed, have the power to also change or deconstruct the government and start over, as also stated in the Declaration.

It was an exciting time, but also a time of insecurity. Emerging commerce gave early settlers a sense of stability as well as a sense of accomplishment and independence from England planted a proud seed. Still, the union of states was sparked by the underlying desire for individual freedom and the careful construct of wording, after long and heated debates, protects individual states from becoming too collective, or centralized.

Thomas Jefferson often wrote of republican principles which emphasized self-governance of the people, states and ultimately the union. In many ways, these ideals are inclusive of both individualism and collectivism. Though his writings indicate that he believed strongly in the freedom of the individual, he is quite clear about the importance of collective power, in that the main function of a union is a safe guard against the oppression of a monarchy such as England. In a letter to the Virginia General Assembly, Jefferson says, “Our preference to [the republican] form of government has been so far justified by its success, and the prosperity with which it has blessed us. In no portion of the earth were life, liberty and property ever so securely held.”

“United we stand, divided we fall.” – Aesop

Throughout American history, people have strived for individual success when the economy has been good, and there have also been times when people have grouped for a greater good. A fine example of this is the rise in membership of labor unions in the 1930’s during the Great Depression. Agreeing to strike during such a time was not an easy thing for workers to do, but realizing the power in numbers, union members supported each other and fought for fair wages. They did so in order to provide for their families, which again is an underlying form of individualism.
Today the United States continues in the culture of individualism, though now the flaws in the system are becoming more and more apparent, as noted by Thomas Ogletree “…the exploitation of [international] labor, the marginalization the ‘least advantaged’, environmental harm, and the reduction of politics to strategies of advancing special interests.”. There is less involvement in government by the American people, therefore the government is run without true democracy. Also, government on both State and Federal levels have become less transparent and more complicated, making self-governing by the people extremely difficult.

In the United States, all are supposed to be considered equal, though in this capitalist system, the most financially successful individuals become powerful, which creates divided classes. This is one of the most criticized flaws of capitalism and it tips the scales in several ways, especially now with technological marketing, big money corporations can afford to sway the masses financially and politically through mass media. Technology as a tool has expedited commercial transactions, but has depersonalized human interaction to a large degree. The internet is an example of modern individualism inflated beyond boundaries. While it can be a wonderful tool in many ways, this faceless form of communication allows apathy to breed, allowing risk-free interaction even when ideas are dishonest or hurtful. It lacks the responsibility of face to face exchange of human emotion. This is one aspect of overgrown separateness which will be hard to correct in these times.

People may argue that it is individualist ideals that fuel the United States; however bent our thinking has become with the obstacles we are facing today, there is a unique consistency within the American people that is the strong-hold of this country, which has been the power that has set us apart from the rest and that power is the unwillingness to be dominated and controlled. In the American Individualist, Herbert Hoover said, “In the end, no group can dominate the nation and a few successes in imposing the will of any group is its sure death warrant.” It is our common desire for individual freedom, which draws us together.

“— And for the support of this Declaration, with a firm reliance on the protection of Divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes, and our sacred Honor.” – the last line of the Declaration of Independence.